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Friday, 8 December 2006

Past Posts | 4:38:00 am |



Here are some of my past posts uhm actually my first two posts from my friendster blog.

Happy 13 Months Baby ko... :(

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December 6, 2006

HONESTY...

No matter how hard I try to pretend and say that I am ok. No matter how I try to pick my self up and start to move on. Everything shatters back into those tiny pieces where I started from. Yes, it`s true that I managed to live life without him but that was before I met him. That was before he showed me how great life could be and made me feel that I was special. If only I appreciated it, if only I never took him for granted. I would do everything to go back in time and fix things up with him. But it`s too late, it`s too late for everything. Now here I am crying my eyes out every single day hoping that he might call me and give our relationship one more chance. Which I clearly know that will not happen. I am such a loser for being so selfish, self centred and whatever you may want to call me.

Angel, I don`t know how will you react on this post. You know me, when I have no one else I type everything and shout it out loud in public. Just want to let you know how sorry I am for being self involved and cared for nobody else but me. Leaving you no choice but to hate me. I know that it`s too late for everything now, but I`m still waiting for that day that you will call me and tell me that you are still there for me. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH and I regret losing you. YOU ARE THE BEST THING THAT HAPPENED TO ME and it will always be that way. And to whoever the next lucky girl in your life is going to be I know she`s going to take good care of you and treat you in a better way that I did. I`m so sorry for everything and I`m going to miss you so much.

This will be my last post concerning our relationship. I said everything that I had to say and all I have to do is wait for that reply. I`ll take it no matter how painful it is. That`s love isn`t it? It`s all about sacrificing and preparing yourself to get hurt just to make the other person happy.

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December 5, 2006

THE ART OF LETTING GO... BLAH!

Post deleted. Hah! I have nothing more to say. If I have to then I have to. There's no point of holding on when he will just throw you away. And there is no point in second chance if he will just treat you like a complete trash. I'm through with crying and begging that he might call me.

I`M OVER IT... And no matter how many times those leeches crawl back to bruise my healing wounds again. I'll stand up for myself and move on. No more crying.. No more broken hearts.

I'm alive and kicking once again!





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