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Friday, 14 December 2007

UPDATE! | 8:02:00 am |



So here I am again. Back into blogging, though not much people are reading my posts. But oh well, its not about that. Its when you look back on how you see things few years back in your life. My past few posts didn't make any sense so here I am again trying to start over again.

The other day we were at an internet cafe in San Leonardo then I just started reminiscing about my past posts then told my friends the stories behind it. Then I thought, this is actually like my blank book where I write my daily stories, how I think about things, my perspective in life and how I grow.

And when I think about growth this comes in my mind.
And so there is goes, another ending. But then again, another beggining.

Take your weakness as your strength. Laugh at your anger. Smile when you feel like crying. Becaus life will constantly hurt you, but prove them that it will never beat you.

Just hold on. Keep breathing. Its all about how you handle it.
We filipinos are known for unending text quotes. And I, myself, am inspired by them I live by them and I end up making up long posts like this to reflect on it.

Not very long ago, I've been in a situation where I nearly drowned myself into alcohol, overdosed sleeping pills and attempted suicide. I've been depressed for nearly 4 months and it didn't help me. What I've learned through it, no matter how the world crumbles over you. Its all about how you handle the situation and how you help yourself. No matter how many friends comfort u, spoils you and lifts you up. It doesn't matter. Because at the end of the day, its all about you, you are the one in charge in your own life.

So like what I always say to myself whenever someone hurts me:
Close your eyes, breathe in. Relax and smile. It's just a problem, don't let it ruin you.





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