I`m giving up. I don`t find any reason to hold on. He doesn`t even say hi to me. It clearly shows that he doesn`t care anymore. And it hurts so much to think that he has just thrown away everything that we`ve been through and everything we`ve fought for. IT`S ALL JUST A THING OF THE PAST.
I don`t know how but I`ll try to forget everything. Even if it means intentionally making myself unconcious for the next 3 weeks, I will. I`d rather do that than emotionally torture myself and cry every single day for the rest of my life. And who knows that maybe when I wake up, there`s a bright light shining upon me and everything is going to be just all right. This path is not going to be easy, but at least I`m sure that at the end it`s all going to be worth it.
I remember telling myself these phrases yesterday:
"Para akong chewing gum. Nung ayaw na nya tinapon na lang nya tsaka kinalimutan."
Ang Sakit!
Broken.
November 2006
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