I never actually thought that they cared 'THIS' much.

Potz: You met him at the wrong place at the wrong time.
Hyatt: I agree.
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Akiko: Kung nakikita mo lang yung mga nakikita namin.
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Someone: Wow. Buti naman natauhan ka na.

There it goes, a whole list of everything else that people sees. I didn't even open topic about it. It just all of a sudden came out of nowhere and what a coincidence that it all happened in the same day.

Maybe they're right. Ugh, NO! They are right! Why can't I see things through their perspective? Why do I need to keep insisting myself to somebody who isn't able to give back what I need. (Namely, him...) Why do I have to just get used to the pain and the fact that we are just friends. Why can't I realize the things that Potz & Hyatt saw, that I dont deserve this.

I guess they are just looking for the right time to tell me these things. Because I tend to intentionally hurt myself when pain tries to takeover me. And maybe because, I was just too numb to see them in hecka lot of tears every time they see me hurt.

Yesterday, I realized that there are actual people that cares for me. It doesn't matter if I get to spend every single day with them. But what matters is that they remain my friends beyond everything else that we have been through this past year.

Toni: I can live without him. Yeah, because I'm living now and it's without him.
Potz: And you have US.

It's just mere infatuation. NO feelings involved. And just like how the quote goes 'a right thing at the wrong time is still wrong'... In my case, both of it is wrong.

No need for holding on...

Muchoz love!








Ok. So hindi ako nakapag update nung last time. Eh ewan ba, malamang nung araw na yun eh tinamad nanaman ako oh kung sang lupalop nanaman ako nagsuot nung gabi kaya yun. Anyways, kung ano man yung issue kung bakit gusto ko mag update nun eh ok na. Ayoko na din alalahanin kaya magkukuwento naman ako ng masaya.

Kakagaling lang namin sa dupinga(again). Ngayon mas madami kami, tapos may nag overnight pa. Ang daming nangyari; nagkatakutan, nagkajammingan, nagkaasaran, tsaka nagkatripan. Kinabukasan, bumalik ulit kami sa ilog. Hahahaha, ayaw namin magpaawat noh? Kaya ayan, kulay uling nanaman ako. Hahahaha.

I'll post pictures later. Share ko ulit sa inyo.








How long has it been since I last updated this thing? Hehe. Anyways, I really tried my best to update once in a while, I've just been to lazy to do it. And now because of boredom, I decided to put up a post. And whoever is interested to read it, here it goes...

Past few months was awesome, I don't know why but at the very least I know that I'm well enough happy with currently what I have. There have been a few issues between my friends and fortunately we managed to patch things up. My school has been bad, I don't even know if I'll pass in a few subjects of mine. I'm being too irresponsible...

I'll update ASAP.

Peace ya'll!