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Wednesday, 28 May 2008

An Accident | 11:17:00 pm | 8 Comments



I just had an accident a few hours ago. We were on our way home when a motorcycle stopped immediately at the middle of the road. Just when the tricycle that we're riding was about to overtake there was another vehicle coming towards us on the other side of the road. So the driver decided to immediately go back to its own lane then it fell over, with us inside it.

Thankful enough that I only have a few bruises and no fractures. I was the one inside it when it fell over. And we are fortunate enough that my cousin passed by the same road and he was the one who brought us back to the apartment where our 'nurse' friend aided our bruises. We even managed to eat at the nearby carinderia after it.

At that very moment, I kind of wished that the accident was more severe. That I had more bruises and maybe an arm fracture. Just to know who cares enough to immediately stop what they're doing to go to us and find out if we're fine. If who cares enough to split they're time into two just to give us/me all the care and support that we/I needed. That maybe, it will be a blessing that will change our relationship towards each other.

But then again. I had everything I expected from the people I care about. Even if it that accident just caused me a simple bruise on my arm. The simple things that they did was enough to know, that even with the recent issues that we had, they cared.

And I know that God gave us that experience so that we could learn to appreciate the people around us. Thank them for even the simplest things that they do, apologize for the things that you know you're wrong about and show them that you care. Because, who knows what might happen soon can be even worse than what happened a few hours ago.





Tuesday, 27 May 2008

I Miss... | 10:15:00 pm |




Joseph Marquez!



* Us, Him, Us Again and when He was a Baby.*

Yes I do! I really do. And it's too bad that he is continents away from me.

And it's awesome that he already found a job at Starbucks, London Bridge. The place is really busy but it means that he doesn't have to work with his co-filipino workers in that local coffee shop which pays him below the minimum wage. I'm really happy for him.





Sunday, 25 May 2008

My Prized Possesions | 8:49:00 pm | 6 Comments



Them. I don't know how much I could thank them for everything that they've done for me. I won't be as strong as I am now if it weren't for them. They were the ones who spoiled me in every single way. Comforted me and cried with me. Helped me to stand up in my own two feet. Made me smile even in my worst days. Made me the best that I can be. They're simply unbelievable.

I just want to thank you guys for everything that you've done for me. For protecting me. For taking care of me. For making me happy. You just don't know how much you've done for me. You're my inspiration and the reason why I keep on going on. Without you guys, I should've been alone in the dark. I have never been this stronger. That's why I'd fight for you.

There maybe a few times that we misunderstand each other and accidentally offend each other in one way or another and I'm sorry for that. Thank you for still understanding me in my own moody ways. Even I couldn't understand myself at times. I love you both.

My prized possesions. =D





Friday, 23 May 2008

Changes | 4:52:00 pm | 0 Comments



Hey blog! It's been a while. I'm sorry for not updating you that much. I haven't been able to sit infront of the computer because I was always out.

Anyways, here are a few things.

MAY 18-20: It was Miggui's birthday and we celebrated his birthday 3 times. Yep, THREE times. The first one was at San Jose City where we have to stay over night because it was raining very hard and there were no buses. The second one was just a drinking session with a few of our friends. The third one was at a eat all you can restaurant then alcohol was involved afterwards.

I can't actually recall anything happened before that. I was just usually out hanging out at a friend's house then that's it.

Though, a few things changed now. A few issues have been raised then a few old cliques and us have started avoiding each other. Now, I don't know if I can be comfortable with them, on a van to Manila. I just hope it wont be that hard. I really miss them. It's really hard to cope up with changes, doesn't it?





Friday, 9 May 2008

When Reality Takes Over | 10:05:00 am | 6 Comments



Last night at about past midnight, Joseph, my ex-boyfriend from London called. I was actually waiting for that call for a few weeks now because he just had an accident recently and I wanted to know how he's been. Because he started to go back to work again just a few days after the accident.

Anyways, I knew that from the tone of his voice he didn't sound that well. Then I started asking why is he so quiet and he seems so cold. I felt that he didn't want to talk about it at first because he was just giving me short details about what has been happening to him lately. Then he started really telling me how he has been, all the pressures from his work has made him stressed for this past few weeks.

He is now working at a coffee shop owned by a Filipino in Upton Park, London. And lately, his co-workers which are also Filipino hasn't been participating well with him, giving him all the jobs and not paying him well. Then everytime that a customer complains he is the one that has to take it. After an hour and thirteen minutes of talking. I came to realize how life gets even worse when you're in the real world.

And me, I worry about the simple things that I could actually live without, when a friend constanly complain on how he will live off the salary that he gets. I worry about the next location of a gig or when will I see and have fun with my friends or how will I survive a day without being bored. When someone is actually worrying about keeping his patience and survive the day trying to forget that he is not being paid well after an 8hrs shift.

After last night, I realized how lucky I was considering the fact that I can do whatever I like and want without having to worry about anything else. So when you face a tough experience, remember that life can be tougher than that. Be thankful that it isn't the worst that it can be. Reality can even get nastier than that.





Sunday, 4 May 2008

Thy Pictures | 10:09:00 pm | 5 Comments



Ok, so here are the pictures that we've taken from Rizal. There actually shots from Miggui's phone. I forgot about that.


EJ, Rhoan and Me. While waiting for the next band's slot and eating.



EJ & Rhoan. *again* Then Graveyard's Miggui, EJ and Nino.



Miggui and EJ.



Sorry for the bad camera quality. As you know it's only taken from a camera phone.

*I have to take it off. Baka mabasa or makita ng friends ko.*





Thursday, 1 May 2008

Lately... | 8:52:00 pm | 2 Comments



Nothing much happened really. But for the sake of updating because I'm bored, here is what happened lately.

April 29. It was Cata's birthday. *I'll post the pictures when I get them from Akiko.* We went to San Leonardo for his party then I met up with a few friends. Finally, after long weeks I saw Euiz & Cata and a few people that looked familiar to me, again. I missed going to school. I missed the hassle of catching up with the time, the busy works, (though I'm not doing most of it), then hanging out with my friends in and out of the campus.

April 30. I wasn't supposed to go anywhere but then again, we went to Lorenville to eat some spaghetti which is by the way, I cooked. Then spent some quality time with a few friends. *Kelan pa naging 'quality time' makipag asaran kila Nino, Adam & Rhoan?*

Today. Went to Lorenville again. Had a Shisha session with Adam, Rhoan & Boyong. My brother barely got off infront of the computer. He was sitting there before lunch time, when I left and when I got home. Darn, he's addicted to GTA-VC. And yeah, lastly, I had pancit canton with hard boiled egg for dinner. Yargh!

Hahahaha. That's it. Oh yeah, I don't want to put any pictures of Gian. It will just turn out that I'm madly obsessed with him coz I'm not. I'm just slightly obsessed. Kidding! Later!