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Thursday, 14 December 2006

Suicide. | 6:35:00 pm |



ugh. i don`t know how to start. but i just want to say thank you to all my friends who was always there to support me. i know that your world won`t stop because of how i feel but still thank you for sparing time to listen to me and hand me advices. ike, mau, ruby you never failed in telling me to move on and just forget about everything because there is no point in crying every single day and i know that it`s not worth it. you opened a door for me and asked me to just walk through it and forget my dark past. i just didn`t, and i`m sorry for it. karen, mark, bernie, vik and joseph you guys made my worst days the best and even though i`m not in my best mood you still made me laugh. beth, bogz, kring, lotte and everybody else thanks for listening. robert, julius, ate pam and kuya allan thanks din. janine, we were never that close and i thought you will be just like any other little sister (i know that coz i am my kuya`s baby sister) but when you felt that i was not well, you still found time to say hi and told me that every thing will be ok. thanks for all the prayer guys.

but to be honest i don`t have enough strength to move on. whenever i find the courage to stand up and walk out from my past everything shatters back into pieces just when i`m about to reach the door. and it`s really painful.

to angel, thanks for being a part of my life. probably you don`t know how much i miss every single second that we spent together and how i regret for letting my "emotions" take me over. i understand that there won`t be another chance because my behaviour is really unacceptable. and i`m really sorry for it. i don`t really even know how it started and what happened but it`s the consequences for my actions and i have to face it. once again, thank you for being a part of my life.

i think, all has been said...





2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...
naku, stay strong toni. you'll be able to find someone else. someone better that is! don't give up. he'll realise one day that he was wrong for letting you go. wait! this is about your ex right?
3:55 am, December 16, 2006
 

Blogger toniiiiiiii said...
yeps tiffany.i`ll try my best to move on. but not to forget of all the good stuffs we`ve been through. and hopefully soon, we can still be friends.
10:32 pm, December 16, 2006
 



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