Monday, 18 December 2006
Tiredness, haiz.
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6:58:00 am |
ok so i`m a nerd coz i update my blog like every single day. also, i`m lifeless because there`s nothing else i do in my life but just sit here all day. because everyday there`s like a new feeling that grows inside me and i`m itching to get it out of my system. it`s painful but also at the same time it`s such a relief. painful in a way that i don`t get to spend each moment with him and just the thought of not sharing the rest of my life with him kills me. relief, because i know that he is happy now, he has a brighter future ahead of him and he can concentrate on his plans without "me" bothering him. i don`t care about anything else right now but his happiness, he`s been hurt so much when he was with me and he doesn`t need more. if i have to be the one to suffer and bleed for him I WILL BE GLAD TO DO IT. he made me happy for one whole year and the pain that i`m feeling right now is nothing compared to what i gave him.
" I don't care if I'll be left alone... I'll be happy when he finds happiness, when he finds love... Even if it means i have to step away from his life... I'll love him but I will not wait for anything in return, just to love someone is enough... "
I may have to let him go...
But I`ll never let go of my love for him...
Someday
November 2006
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