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Tuesday, 30 January 2007

Excited Enough? | 7:47:00 am |



Hey blog how have you been? I haven't updated for quite a while now and I don't know why. I'm REALLY not busy, because all of you know that I am unemployed and I dropped out of college due to depression. But enough of that! Let's look at the bright side of things.

I just came from an interview for my US visa and I got accepted! Yay! The 4hr queue was really really worth it. Finally, I can visit my bestfriend whom I haven't seen for nearly 6 years now. I'll see my cousins again, be in Kuya Lloyd's wedding and if things go well by mid-April I'll be heading back home to the Philippines. And if I'm really lucky, I'll find a good enough college for me to start my studies again, all that is left to do is to get my parents to trust me again.

But still, from now till then my calendar is completely blank. I haven't got any other plans but stay home and as much as possible keep my mind away from things that will remind me of "him" or else it's going to be another long week of crying and drinking. It's really not that easy if he's just a few minutes away from you and everything around you connects to him. (And I just said enought about these things. Ugh! I hate myself when I do this.)

Ok, before I get carried away and write more stuff about me being so alone and so miserable I'll stop now...





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