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Saturday, 3 February 2007

Boredom Kills | 9:17:00 pm |



Arghh. I hate this. I have nothing else to do, Sit at home watch tv, go online, talk to Joseph for like 5 minutes then watch Friends (good thing they have 10 seasons, so I don't get bored watching them over and over again) wait for the new episodes of One Tree Hill, The OC and Heroes. now I'm thinking about including Charmed into my long long list of TV Series. AHHHH! I can't wait until it's April or at the very least March. It seems like years from now. I just want to get out of this place be with my old friends again. The people who I grew up with, the people who knew me since I was little, the people who were there for me and saw me at my best and at my worst. The people who know me well to understand how I'm feeling right now, the people who are willing to stop their world just to support me.

Each day I see myself at my very worst (physically & emotionally): my hair all messed up, my pale face and the dark circles under my eyes. Then I'll miss dressing up, going out and having fun. I want to go out, but where do I go? Everyone is busy, everyone has their own lives and they wont stop their world just to be with me. I feel so alone, it sucks to be alone.

I can't wait for that day where I'll be with the people I trust the most, the people who know me, the people who understands me. I can't wait to wake up and realise that I'm not alone anymore, I don't have to talk to myself anymore, I don't have to watch Friends just to pass my time and I don't have to cry alone. I CANT WAIT... to have that hapiness once again that you can't explain.





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